genZ...... do it ur way!!!!: TIK-TOK TIK-TOK

genZ...... do it ur way!!!!: TIK-TOK TIK-TOK: "TIK-TOK, TIK-TOK, TIK-TOK..... ok so i am nt being a 1920 ghost....well dats what runs in my mind all the time...tik-tok... tik-tok... i se..."

TIK-TOK TIK-TOK

TIK-TOK, TIK-TOK, TIK-TOK..... ok so i am nt being a 1920 ghost....well dats what runs in my mind all the time...tik-tok... tik-tok... i see the clock tikking evry second.... and wonder...wen will 2.0 pm would turn into 2.30... and wen will 2.30 move to 3.0....hmm before u start thnkng  i must tell u ...i dnt count as i m eagrly waitng for some evening date..rather...i count time...coz  i hav nothng else to do...yes its true.... n being idle is worst thng,...its like a prisoner who counts evry second..before being hanged.... well ya  although m nt being hanged bt i almost feel like a prisoner...with most of the time sittng at home...n thnkng wat to do..... well ya  i know its temporary phase..bt most tourturing..... now u must be wondering y i m so idle? the answer is..dat my clg is abt to over...and most of the time is at home...all competetion exams are over.... n after all those studies...sleepless night...dere is sudden stillness which is almost unbearable.. seriously i wonder we human s  cant be satisfied... wen i was busy from head to toe...i wanted a break terribly...now that i m idle....i want to work desperately....... i mean how many movies can u see in a day.... (not to forget that i had to see 2 more movies to get out of after effect of 7 khoon maaf:))......n also idle state brings on all the anxiety of future...like will i do job or will i study..... will this happen or dat... u know "khali dimaag shaitaan ka ghar"   i feel dats true....anyways...so lets hope rather wish dis boring time to end soon nd till den...TIK-TOK  TIK-TOK TIK-TOK......keep ticking.....;)

small wonder in gym!!!

hello all....well as it might be very prominent from my last blog that my current status is nt so good...n m havng my gloomy days.... so after being engulfed in all worries...and almost derogating myself for being still single.... i thought of joining a gym.....well i must say  dat it is nt an overnight idea....i hav been thnkng abt it from quite a long tym.... bt i guess  i needed one driving force.... so here i m at BMW ( lols! well here bmw is body muscle building). well i hav never been a gym person....  i alway preferred home work out..so i was bit skeptical abt gym and its culture..... on one side  gym was reason for socialising and on other side it was reason for my fear of socialising... confused?????   well ya  that my quality to confuse....

 hmm anyway talking further what i mean is... i ws bit scared abt the crowd... n huge monster like figures... well no offence to body builders...bt this body building  sometimes  goes to extreme of over building....i m sure u know  wat i mean ....... ok so with all presumptions n bit of nervousness...i went to my gym....well for first 5 min  i wandered  to search for receptionist...while beainrng  the look ppl gave me( it was similar to what Alice might hav got from wonderland's citizen:) )  hmmm so finally she comes in rush .... sends me to trainer......
nd again  the trainer  was  like  do i hav to train school kid???
i mean hello.... i know  it feels gud dat u luk young...bt its  kinda terrible to b treated as kid...wen actually u r at verge of graduating....
so den started my session...10min walk...5 min run.... den cycling...twisting....stepping... exercising  n wat nt.... i must say  i was bit overexcited in dng evrythng  so after each set i was following my trainer  almost like his  tail  to ask  wat next..... u know  i do tend  to behave  like kid...lols!......   n den  wen  i refused to giv up...my trainer  finally called of the day  after one hr  session.... n dose huge monsters almost gave me a grin ... something like " we will see u tomorrow"....   hmm so dat was my day to overcome stress...lets c wat happens  tomorow......

genZ...... do it ur way!!!!: traumatic valentine

genZ...... do it ur way!!!!: traumatic valentine: "valentines day round the corner..n u can see love all around....... every one is into each oder...evry one is partyng.... evry one is havng ..."

traumatic valentine

                                                                            

valentines day round the corner..n u can see love all around....... every one is into each oder...evry one is partying.... evry one is havng fun with their partners.... and suddenly u realise...u are only soul left single on dis planet.... all ur frnds  go busy with their partners.....  evry day u go to clg  u see flowers being exchanged..... plans of proposing sum1 being discussed...and to sprinkle salt on ur wound... ppl come up to u  for all dat discussions... and it kinda worsen ur situation.
it triggers  a desperation in u , something like a  need to hav sum1 in life.....u  feel like being  with sumone...u feel lyk talking to sum1... u thnk of picking up phone n den u realise  ur frnds  might  b busy wid their beaus..... u thnk of indulging into shopping....bt den u hav no company....n even if u manage to go to mall u see hearts all arnd.. couples all around...
it sumtyms gets frustrating....n all worries  and tensions of lyf start to shadow ur thought procedure... u realise  u hav no job..... a job dats  nt worth mentioning..... ur frnds  r jsut for namesake..... ur love life sucks... and den u start to analyse y u didn't manage to hav a bf.....
phew!!!  u feel a kind of shell has been made arnd u .... n u try to cum out of it... u develop a crush on sum1... bt ur ego is too big to ask him...n he seems not interested..... well a confuse state of mind.. is all u r left with.....  god!!!  has anyone ever thought  that a day of love  can sumtyms b the reason of  sumone's trauma?  has any1 wondered that single valentine day...can create such a big issue  to sumeone?   thnk abt it!!